Monday, August 21, 2006
beloved means nothing now.
we made winters springs. you pulled me out of the mess i got myself into, i carried you out of your broken dream. if i busied myself with my personal stuff, you wouldnt freeze me, just a few chiding loving words. my life came alive after knowing you. it it hadnt been you, i wouldnt be certain that you're the best. you know of all my embarrassing moments, but you kept them to yourself for me. i cant let go of my darling, but i cant let you go even more.
so you see, it's these little things that you've done that make me realise, loving is wonderful.
trust is an important word, i was afraid of it, but i found it in you. loving is difficult and painful, but thankew for letting me feel it's wonderful.
but i suppose winters will remain as winters, wont they? i miss your warmth, i need it. winters are getting colder and more unbearable, and i hate to seek warmth in someone else.
please come back home <3
It's a beautiful disguise.